Dat dweam.. wif in a dweam...

I am not exagerating when I say that, EVERYONE IS GETTING MARRIED! Out of my close friends, I can count on ONE HAND, who are still single. OH. MY. GOSH. It's that time! It is seriously that time in most people's lives where they find their special someone and get married. And I'm soooo so so so happy to see that happen, especially when I know both people in the couple. It's freaking awesome.

Lately I have had the opportunity to get a new insight to my life and personality, and it's been SO interesting to learn all this stuff about myself. Like, powerful. And it really is the beginning of a turning point I feel. That confidence that most people have, I lack it. And I'm learning to build it and not be afraid of having it, and it is wonderful. And instead of moping and having the mindset that, geez, marriage is never going to happen for me, I can see how it really could! Of course that is a HUGE step, and I've got some baby steps to take care of before that point. Like, start to date someone more than one time. It's scary to make that connection with a person, but I'm sure it's well worth it. And I plan on proving that point.